It's the perfect description of a dream 'experience' I had recently, in which I had the sensation (physical & visual) of disolving into or becoming many points of light which merged with countless other lights from above. I have spoken of this experience a few times already on here, so forgive me if I repeat myself, but I feel the need to talk about it. Then the message came: "The Universe is a magical place where all things are possible." I knew then the only thing holding me back was myself. After waking, I was given a vision of a white lotus that was glowing from within. I'm profoundly grateful for these beautiful experiences. It's been a long difficult journey.