Awareness, please try.  Our outlook on life is determined by our attitude not our circumstances.  I sense you have lost your child within.  The part of you that is curious and playful.  I had lost my child a long time ago, but I found her during a guid...

I love grass. I can just lay in it for hours and have no worries. I love music, it helps me no matter what mood I'm in. No matter if I'm happy, sad, or just at peace with myself it always makes me feel so alive. But most of all what makes me happy are my friends. ...